5 facts about feelings and time

TIME

1. How quickly the time passes and in a blink of an eye the world turns upside down. Until yesterday I was upsetting myself over my school being closed and tomorrow, I don't know if I would be able to 'be normal' or 'not nervous' like as if it will be my first day of school in my life. have you ever wondered the people you're surrounded with, from your best friends to mutual, will be no more one day?

Like, You have 30 classmates and you see one of them everyday, they aren't your 'best friends' but you talk once, or twice in a day, and unknowingly you get habitual of it, and one sudden day, they're gone! even if they're absent for a week or so, things change but you always know they'll be back but what if they don't?!

Like we know that was destined, but we weren't ready to accept it.

2. Time, how fast it travels, Growing up was a no-big deal, but surviving these years is! everyday this trouble, troubles me, and everyday 'a kind of trouble' troubles everyone, reason might be anything and every night when we go to bed, we prove that we survive, and that becomes vague and you can't believe that what seemed to you as 9 minutes were actually 9 months (that's relativity) there's regret that nothing new came up, nothing new happened.

HOW TO GET RID OF "FEELINGS"

You know what? time is equally owned by everyone (you know that) but are you aware of what is making it so vague? why is time not bringing any new opportunities or ideas? it's perhaps because :

1. We, humans, when feel a certain emotion, tend to stretch it, expand it.

Like if someone told me I am ugly (despite the fact I know it or I don't) I would literally feel that way, and I would be sad, and every time I would try to get that shit out of my mind, i would be reminding myself of that ting, again and again and I will spend the whole day being sad.

Or even if nothing like that happens, I just woke up in the morning, feeling sad and void, it's up to me if I try to escape (at least try) or i just keep being in that mood.

Sometimes it's so hard, there's no one to tell you pat your back with pride to appreciate it, to support you or tell you "Keep trying, You're brave" sometimes I, without any reason, feel like a coward, like the emptiness is my whole world and I won't get out of it.

Thus, I deny going out, going to tuitions, going out to buy something, but when I push myself a little, I go there, despite not wanting you and I really feel so good and fresh!

2. It's not important that everything your mind says, could be true, or is true, why do we have to predict certain conclusions of certain things?

Push yourself, get up and importantly, kick out the people from your mind. don't think anything, hold on, you're not going to fail, you need rest, and keep progressing, slowly. The rat race isn't life, but once you get into it, one could hardly find a way out, I agree but how long are you going to face this?

Stop. let yourself breathe, and you don't need anyone's validation Right? Tell your teachers, parents, request them, because if you didn't do it now, it's going to get more and more complicated ahead, why sacrificing your 'time' and eventually your life?

3. "Expectations".

Almost 90% of people (not me included) will treat you as per the amount of expectations they keep from you and the amount you fulfil their expectations.

Example, whenever I, do all the stuff as per my mom says, without procrastinating, neglecting or asking why, she would be happy and won't say a word bad but if someday i am not feeling well (mentally) like I am sad or I just feel like crying and she tells me to do something, if i say no, or if i didn't do in a way that she's expecting, she starts a fight with me, she talks all stuff, curse me which makes my mood even more worse, no matter how much I try to tell her about my sadness or my 'void-ness' and I would pass it to my friends by ruining their moods too that's how it is. Your thoughts destroy you.

Sometimes the people we're dealing with are already in stress, and unaware of that, you do something that hurts the other and the worse it gets. That's why, don't take people to heart, leave the feeling of sadness or negativity and move on, try to move on. please.

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how traumatic something could be? how do you cope with the feeling of loss? how do you pull yourself together? how do you even live, man? let me know your brave deeds too

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